The last couple of days I have felt a little frustrated. My thoughts are all over the place. I feel like if God is calling us to adopt, I need to be doing something. I'm not quite sure where to start. I can't decide if we are going to do this NOW, or if this is a future plan. I honestly want us to have another baby of our own. So do we continue to try for another pregnancy?
Jason is feeling the same way.
Hopefully soon, we'll look into finding someone at church to counsel with about this.
But for now, I'll share the lyrics to a song I heard on the way to Walmart this morn. Thanks KLove for your perfect timing. Music speaks to me SO often. I've heard this song a hundred times probably , but never really listened to the words.
Casting Crowns : "I'm Already There"
From where I'm standing
Lord it's so hard for me to see
Where this is going
And where You're leading me
I wish I knew how
All my fears and all my questions
Are gonna play out
In a world I can't control
When I'm lost in the mystery
To you my future is a memory
Cause You're already there
You're already there
Standing at the end of my life
Waiting on the other side
And You're already there
You're already there
From where You're standing
Lord, You see a grand design
That You imagined
When You breathed me into life
And all the chaos
Comes together in Your hands
Like a masterpiece
of Your picture perfect plan
One day I'll stand before You
And look back on the life I've lived
I can't wait to enjoy the view
And see how all the pieces fit
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